Standing Ab Workout

Sean's surgery was almost 3 weeks ago and  I've been so busy taking care of him and the kids that I haven't worked out since then. I found this great little video by Jillian Michaels. A standing ab workout. I always thought that any of her workout would be way to hard for me but this was very doable (do-able?). I think I might add this to my morning ritual. Go here.

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I went to a friend's wedding this weekend and when I saw a picture of myself with all of my old friends, I was so sad to see myself. I don't feel like I look that way. I'm just gonna say it, fat. I want to look the way I feel, ya know? It's embarrassing.